Short today. Tired. 

We had a rehearsal last night for the concert Thursday... It's going to be comically bad. An absolute train wreck. 

R came over before and we drove together then hung out afterwards. My brain is confused. He bought me coffee and Subway and then we cuddled. He's really attractive and crazy talented. Merp.

We have a trip to Cedar Point coming up in a couple weeks. I don't know how that's going to go. Thinking about it just makes my head hurt more. I don't know if I'm traveling by bus or driving with him but either way it should be fun. Unless I dissolve into a puddle of confusion and mixed emotions. Then not so fun.

Fuck government.

Fuck AP exams.

I have to work tonight.

I lost my phone charger. 

What is the sun and where do I find it?

The struggle is real today. Wish me luck and if that doesn't work, bail me out.

- A